Fight, fight, fight…

This life of mine, has always been a fight… 

And sometimes I wonder, @ my age, how much fights do I still have to take till the end of my life.

I’m not even at the midst of it !

Fighting being a child, if I can consider it as childhood…

Fighting being a teenager, for what it’s supposed to be considering that I haven’t had teenage fun times.

Fighting over my origins… Kids were pretty bad about it…

I was asked to grow up to quickly

Then came motherhood. And there, another fight, for keeping my baby alive.

Fighting over separation.

Fighting over ADHD with those who cannot understand what it is to live with someone who has it, the consequences of it in the daily actions, school, etc etc

Fighting over career because there’s always someone, somewhere jealous of the successes you can get… 

Fighting over money… Being single mum, doesn’t help getting rich… No comment about government aid… Useless…

And now, fighting over health…

As a dear friend of mine told me, I really don’t get a break…

I know I need one…

So I promised myself to take the holidays I’m entitled to and go away… 

Somewhere unreachable… Somewhere where I can reunite with myself

Relax, meditate and use my Reiki to get pass all this fuzz…

My ultimate dream will be visiting Vietnam and Cambodia and seeing the morning of the New Year to come, there at the temples of Angkor Wat

We’ll see in the future, if I will need to keep fighting

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